June 17, 2009

travesty.

you know what breaks my heart? when people who don’t love the Lord and/or aren’t following Him think that their life is “free” or “fun” or “fulfilled” or any other adjective (it doesn’t have to being with “f”) they would use to describe it. i remember when i thought that same way…how terribly wrong i was.

“…you can readily recall, can’t you, how at one time the more you did just what you felt like doing–not caring about others, not caring about God–the worse your life became and the less freedom you had? and how much different is it now as you live in God’s freedom, your lives healed and expansive in holiness?

“as long as you did what you felt like doing, ignoring God, you didn’t have to bother with right thinking or right living, or right anything for that matter. but do you call that a free life? what did you get out of it? nothing you’re proud of now. where did it get you? a dead end.

“but now that you’ve found you don’t have to listen to sin tell you what to do, and have discovered the delight of listening to God telling you, what a surprise! a whole, healed, put-together life right now, with more and more of life on the way! work hard for sin your whole life and your pension is death. but God’s gift is real life, eternal life, delivered by Jesus, our Master.”
–Romans 6:19-23 (from The Message: Remix )

oh, the freedom He offers…ain’t nothing better!

February 22, 2009

so i’ll stand with arms high and heart abandoned, in awe of the ONE who gave it ALL

we are broken and messed up and our sin is nasty. we are vile. yet, God loves us. and He sent His Son to die for us so we could have eternal life with Him in heaven. how AWESOME is that?!

i’ve heard the gospel thousands of times, but sometimes it just hits me so hard. right in the gut. and i am just overwhelmed. these moments are my favorites.

January 30, 2009

emotional purity

britt gave me this book to read. i don’t agree with everything in it, but here are some good nuggets about trust and contentment from one of the chapters…

*”to be envious is to doubt God’s love for you and His sovereignty in your life”

*who are we to think we deserve [insert something you want] anyway? we don’t deserve anything except judgment. God sent His Son to die on the cross so that we would have the hope of eternal life. we must find contentment in that hope.

*when you look to anything but God to bring you contentment and happiness, you will always be disappointed.

*God’s ways are not our ways, and He knows what is best for us. we just need to trust Him.

i hope these words can encourage you like they’ve encouraged me. praise Jesus.

January 13, 2009

mix

so i made a mix of some of my favorite songs (& you need to realize that i have a lot more favorite songs than this, but i condensed) for britt and georgina per request….

*storm – lifehouse
*cinematic – cool hand luke
*for the widows in paradise, for the fatherless in ypsilanti – sufjan stevens
*hoppipolla – sigur ros
*skinny love – bon iver
*eyes on fire – blue foundation
*crawling towards the sun – the hush sound
*glory/us – acceptance
*a day late – anberlin
*the mistress and her heart – surprises
*now that you’re home – manchester orchestra
*hurricane – something corporate
*dark blue – jack’s mannequin
*she’s a lady – forever the sickest kids
*there’s no ‘i’ in team – taking back sunday
*seventy times 7 – brand new
*electric feel -mgmt
*that’s classy – breathe carolina
*reinventing your exit – underoath

and done.

January 13, 2009

heart for africa

i just watched this video and i want you to watch it too.

the boys in this video lived in the neighborhood i grew up in. i used to babysit them and play with them. i love these boys. and i loved their mom. she was one of mom’s best friends. this video is an amazing story of what the youngest brother (chandler) is doing in africa.

it is long, but so worth it.

January 12, 2009

reverend ed bacon is not a very wise man

let me preface this post by saying that i am just a human. i am ignorant. i am dumb. i am a sinner. God knows way more than me. God is way wiser than me. and God is a lot more loving than me. if anything i write in this post is false, please do tell me.

i got home from my first day of class and i went upstairs to chill with my roommate anna since i hadn’t seen her since before christmas. we were talking and oprah was on tv. we turned up the volume when she started talking about this big controversy from her show last week. well, she showed a clip from a new thing she has started called “spirituality 101″. there was a pastor from seattle on the show. his name is ed bacon. on this “spirituality 101″ show he said (and this is a direct quote) “being gay is a gift from God”. yes, he said this on oprah. yes, oprah is on national tv. yes, millions of viewers watch oprah every week. and yes, his statement is simply not true.

needless to say, anna and i were appalled about this. oprah continued talking about how ed bacon’s statement caused a huge uproar on her message boards and she shared a couple of the posts. then, she calls up reverend ed bacon in seattle and asks him to explain what he meant when he said “being gay is a gift from God”. now this is where i really got ticked about this joker. he answers 2 questions and everything he says (in this interview) is true, absolutely true, but he totally dodges oprah’s questions (in ways that non-christians probably didn’t catch). his explanation of his statement was that every person is a gift from God because He created us and He delights in us. well, yes that is very true, a gay person is a gift from God, but the fact that they are gay is NOT a gift from God, it is a sin against God. there is a HUGE difference here and while ed bacon did not preach false truths with what he said in this 2nd interview, he did not explain it enough. oprah then asks him about the response he got from people after last week’s show. he replies that his church was packed full on sunday and his e-mail inbox was also full. people wrote him e-mails thanking him for making that statement and going on about how free they feel now. he also said that the meanest e-mails he got were from christian people (and i can totally see this being true). he said that people were taking the bible and construing what it says in order to condemn gays. now that is a true statement. there are so many people out there who use the bible as a tool to persecute gays, and that is NOT okay. ed bacon went on to say that we are called to love others and not to judge or condemn them. he also talked about how Jesus was sent down to love the world, not to condemn it. again, everything he said about Jesus and about the bible was absolutely true, but he still did not get down to the meat of the problem with his statement, that engaging in relations with people of the same sex is a sin. plain and simple.

God’s word is crystal clear. in genesis 2, “for this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and they will become one flesh” (verse 24). marriage is to be between a man and a woman. and only between a man and a woman. done.
in 1 corinthians 6 paul says, “do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of God? do not be deceived: neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor homosexual offenders, nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God. and that is what some of you were. but you were washed, you were sanctified, you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God” (verses 9-11). homosexuality is a sin. i think it is pretty clear. let me know if i am wrong in saying this. seriously. and verse 11 in 1 cor. 6 tells the good news of Jesus.

it hurts my heart to think about all of the people, both believers and non-believers, that reverend ed bacon has led astray with his “simple” statement. i must pray about this.

January 11, 2009

grace

i know i will never be sinless.

but i don’t know if i have ever appreciated Your grace as much as i do right now.

December 28, 2008

laughs

i think this kid is so funny.

this is my favorite one.

December 13, 2008

el box

December 8, 2008

shoes.

i am tired but will post anyway.

dustin’s sermon tonight moved my soul. well, God used dustin’s sermon to move my soul. i came home and put 8 pairs of shoes in a bag to bring to midtown offices tomorrow. by doing this i saw yet another example of just how sinful i am. these are 8 pairs of shoes that i NEVER wear…i’m talking some of them have not been worn for 3+ years…and i still had a hard time putting some of them in the bag. i kept thinking…”you never know when i might need to wear shoes like this” and “these sneakers are flippin cool and i got them for free, i don’t know that i want to give them up”. i am so pathetic, BUT God is good and He convicts me (even when i don’t want to be convicted) when necessary and He is my strength always.

the giv campaign for shoes also motivated me to get off of my butt and start doing something that i have been wanting to do for several months now, but i have been using school and busyness as my excuse for not doing it. this past summer my friend (amanda) and i started going out to finley park every wednesday evening to serve the homeless with project 153. we began to form relationships with some of the homeless women who came to get food. our first friend was a woman named elyse. we met her and her friend jethro (aka james). we were able to see her for several weeks throughout the end of summer and the beginning of the fall (we haven’t seen them for a few months now, but we are trusting that the Lord provided them with the housing they were working toward obtaining). i remember looking at elyse’s shoes once and they looked so old and worn down and i just couldn’t imagine that they gave her any support or comfort. i asked her about them and she confirmed my suspicions. i had just run through (literally) another pair of shoes, meaning that i had run roughly 300 – 400 miles in my shoes and they were no longer sufficient for running in (aka new shoes were needed). normally my old running shoes would sit in my garage back in ga or i would throw them in the trash, but i decided that could no longer be done. just because my shoes were not good for running long distances anymore, that did not mean they were not good for walking around in. i gave elyse my shoes. seeing her face and hearing her response when i gave her the shoes is a moment i will not soon forget. that was my favorite gift that i have ever given to anyone.

anyway i decided this summer that i wanted to start a project involving runners in columbia. most of the time when running shoes get worn out, they are still in great condition for walking around and standing in. and most of the time old running shoes sit in people’s closets or get thrown away. this is unacceptable. i want to start a project that collects old running shoes to give to the homeless in columbia. i want to partner with local running stores (fleet feet, strictly running, etc) to have collection bins there. this is a dream of mine. i have more developed ideas about it, but it took a backseat once the fall semester started. the holy spirit convicted me tonight. he told me to stop being lazy and start doing this thing.

so i need a team. a small team, yes, but still a team. if you run and are interested in helping, or are just interested in helping (you don’t really have to run), please e-mail me at rabunc@mailbox.sc.edu. also, it would be cool if someone that can do awesome looking graphic design things could e-mail me to. i need some help with fliers and such. :-)

December 3, 2008

tat tat tat

friends, i’m planning on getting my second tat on friday, but i need to take a poll. my tat is going to be a dove carrying an olive branch and then the word “peace” in greek below it. you know, the dove was a symbol of peace between God and people after the flood. and i like birds, so yay. my lifegroup voted for me to get the tat on my right shoulder blade, and i agree. now here is my question for you…what should the dove look like?

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so cast your vote….top or bottom? oh and “peace” in greek looks like this…

ερνη

it’s going to be right underneath the dove and the entire tat is going to be done in black ink. i appreciate all of your input. thanks friends!

December 2, 2008

you turned out to be more than i bargained for

Lord, please don’t let this happen again. i don’t think my heart can handle it.

November 30, 2008

truth.

bodies

from postsecret…

November 17, 2008

i feel like a bird. flying. in the sky.

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last night was wonderful. whoever knew that forgiveness could be so freeing?

You poured out all Your blood
You died upon the cross
You are my Jesus who loves me

You are beautiful my sweet, sweet song
and i will sing again

November 11, 2008

this brought tears to my eyes

@ 1:12…i pray to the Lord that my parents will be standing there with that same cardboard testimony one day…